Good Lord Will it Never End?

So Sex Pervert Fiance says he is BORED. He is bored with with phone sex. He is not cut out for a long distance thing. He wants a nymphomaniac, of which I am not. I don't have the money and he does not have the money or vacation to travel for the holidays. He has now broken up with me again, because there is and I quote "NO PASSION." Well mother fucker, it's 1;30 at night and you're fucking yawning on the phone, No passion runs both ways. So I finally said "call me when you miss me" because he said it was over. Well what a colossal waste of time and money. He doesn't appreciate me and everything I try to do. I am forcing myself not to fight half the time because it's not worth it. Plus it may all look better in the morning. Altho I havent really slept. The thing is, he wants me to have cheated on him. I lied about all sorts of encounters to get him off... then I have to maintain those lies.